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Yeah, you'd think I'd have more recalled dreams during a pandemic; nope.


Bad style of Anxiety dream - the 'Forget you have baby to take care of' dream.

Was mucking about in an interior, but I may have been male in this one. Seemed to have two female babies/children (and to know this, and be happy/content about it); but suddenly realized (with a kind of dull horror / confusion) that supposedly I had a male baby, too.

Whom I'd completely 'forgotten' about. He was (probably) in a room somewhere at hime...except I hadn't even thought about him in....weeks? Months?

Surely (if I were the only one responsible for him), he'd starved/died...? How could this have happened / been allowed to happen?

And all I did was think abut how I had better check (as uncomfortable as this all was/would be) when I got home.  Not even asking  for a reality check instantly.


I Hate this type of dream. I think it's a deep-seated self-accusation of Incompetence, and that I have it when I feel I'm Losing the Thread.

Some wanderings somewhere.  Saw a demo of a 'non-lethal' LE control device which turned out...to also be lethal.  Some type of 'tubing' would get around perps. then sedate them.  Except, during the demo, it turned out that if they struggled too  much / or maybe if the drug wasn't working on them within some set span of time...it would kill them.  As I watched in vague horror, the tubing or netting killed them, then seemed to immediately dissolved them, as the tubing kind of forced into a crinkled ball around where they used to be.