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Unpleasant dreams just prior to waking (low blood sugar, maybe?). Apparently observing someone else's travails — at least two people (a male and female) in some vertical tunnel or maybe in an elevator shaft? Atop the elevator car? Wasn't clear. It might be that several others were attempting to climb up to join them. Seemed to see a couple of 'scenes' of one or two attempting it, then failing (and obviously falling and being killed, though 'off screen'). Eg: a scream, suddenly cut off. One of those who'd made it and who were trying to help the others expressing their horror and disappointment. Someone flinching their head away, someone holding up the broken end of a rope. That sort of thing. It was almost a collection of visual film tropes.

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Yeah, you'd think I'd have more recalled dreams during a pandemic; nope.

Bad style of Anxiety dream - the 'Forget you have baby to take care of' dream.

Was mucking about in an interior, but I may have been male in this one. Seemed to have two female babies/children (and to know this, and be happy/content about it); but suddenly realized (with a kind of dull horror / confusion) that supposedly I had a male baby, too.

Whom I'd completely 'forgotten' about. He was (probably) in a room somewhere at hime...except I hadn't even thought about him in....weeks? Months?

Surely (if I were the only one responsible for him), he'd starved/died...? How could this have happened / been allowed to happen?

And all I did was think abut how I had better check (as uncomfortable as this all was/would be) when I got home. Not even asking for a reality check instantly.

I Hate this type of dream. I think it's a deep-seated self-accusation of Incompetence, and that I have it when I feel I'm Losing the Thread.

Crossposts: https://kalibex.livejournal.com/1023176.html

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Interacting with a Somebody (i.e., actor or some such 'celebrity'). Probably not the same one as last night's dream. But got involved in some banter, was showing him some small object - he took it, and I ended up (after initially thinking I wouldn't) letting him keep it. Might have been one of those misunderstandings where he assumed I was giving it to him (though I hadn't intended to) and I just mentally shrugged and let him keep it, to avoid awkwardness. So whatever it was wasn't important or irreplaceable to me. At one point, where I leaned close to him, he wondered (though 'jokingly') if what I was wearing was 'clean'. Was he a germaphobe, pretending to joke about what was, in the end, to him a real concern? Was it an expression of ambivalence towards me, perhaps symbolic of being, in effect, a representative of the 'unwashed masses'? Not clear.

Crossposts: https://kalibex.livejournal.com/1018180.html

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Two people recounted that they'd had a dream (?) in which they'd become 'married' to a god, perhaps Apollo (?). One was female, one was male - but both had been females when the dream occurred, earlier in their lives. The male admitted that he'd transitioned some time after the dream, but to this day wonder if the 'god' might have somehow 'encouraged' that eventual change, as apparently he'd been male (not 100% sure of this) in said past 'dream'.

Crossposts: https://kalibex.livejournal.com/1004684.html

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