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Was hanging around and playing with my niece - perhaps a younger version, as she is involved in solidly 'tween' activities, now. Mostly outside; some of the setting seemed like an area not in the yards of the place I grew up on, but nearby on a neighboring lot where there's a tree-line, in a small building, as if a 'play hut' (on the ground, not in a tree).
Low Blood Sugar Dreams.
In one, dream, I found I was pregnant. I then proceeded to worry that my negative, depressive ways were hurting the developing fetus...and that I wouldn't be able to change the way I thought/felt in any significant way to avoid this. (This one triggered by that book about developmental trauma I read the other day.)
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Was running around outside, though there were also buildings. There were both people and animals (pets) around. I may have lost my laptop and some other stuff I was carrying around at one point. seemed to disappear; wondered if it'd been stolen. I saw a little area that seemed like a little stronghold, but possibly, in retrospect, one made by children. There was a fencing made of flexible netting, and a clever door opening mechanism, that involved a pullable handle attached to a counterweight. One could also zip open an exit hole and climb out (on the nylon or paracord netting), but I didn't feel up to that much effort / was lazy.
In one, dream, I found I was pregnant. I then proceeded to worry that my negative, depressive ways were hurting the developing fetus...and that I wouldn't be able to change the way I thought/felt in any significant way to avoid this. (This one triggered by that book about developmental trauma I read the other day.)
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Was running around outside, though there were also buildings. There were both people and animals (pets) around. I may have lost my laptop and some other stuff I was carrying around at one point. seemed to disappear; wondered if it'd been stolen. I saw a little area that seemed like a little stronghold, but possibly, in retrospect, one made by children. There was a fencing made of flexible netting, and a clever door opening mechanism, that involved a pullable handle attached to a counterweight. One could also zip open an exit hole and climb out (on the nylon or paracord netting), but I didn't feel up to that much effort / was lazy.
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Spent some time somewhere and was waiting to board one of a fleet schoolhouses to return home - seemed to me I could choose any of them, but managed board one going to a UK place and so,had to get off again.
Prior to that, had warned a friendly female bus driver, whom I liked, about being careful not to do things prohibited by her employer, as she'd get 'dings' on her record and would become increasingly viewable to being let go. Possibly, she had done something outside protocol, hence me warning her.
There was also some wandering through a meandering complex. In one area, playing kids ran in from outside. I showed one kid someone else's toy - two items that both could be torn apart, hence to form into a two discrete new toys. Some sort of specialized, new polymer, I reckoned. However, I then thought better of it, thinking i shouldn't alter/hand to someone else, someone's toy. So I jammed the ripped edges of the toy I'd started to demo with together again, started sealing it up again.
Prior to that, had warned a friendly female bus driver, whom I liked, about being careful not to do things prohibited by her employer, as she'd get 'dings' on her record and would become increasingly viewable to being let go. Possibly, she had done something outside protocol, hence me warning her.
There was also some wandering through a meandering complex. In one area, playing kids ran in from outside. I showed one kid someone else's toy - two items that both could be torn apart, hence to form into a two discrete new toys. Some sort of specialized, new polymer, I reckoned. However, I then thought better of it, thinking i shouldn't alter/hand to someone else, someone's toy. So I jammed the ripped edges of the toy I'd started to demo with together again, started sealing it up again.
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