kalibex

In an interior; my cat seemed to be unwell; disturbed, I seemed to be contemplating whether he needed to be euthanized. Bizarrely, I may have been wondering whether I could/should do it, or whether someone had to help me. (Root of this: Been anxious lately that he may be ill - not acutely but that something might be going on - and been playing telephone tag with the mobile vet to get them to come to give him a checkup).

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Still in some interior; was looking at something on a wall (a sign?) that seemed to indicate that any people with autism who had a child, that child would be automatically put up for closed adoption.  (??!!)

Living in a dorm-like situation, taking some course. At one point, two students came in to the room. One reminded me of a disliked former undergrad roommate, from freshmen year - one of those "We weren't compatible, so never talked to each other once we no longer had to be roommates" situations. When they realized the room was already occupied, they left, presumably for another room (presumably the correct one).

Went to a class, super fuzzy-headed, and discovered I'd missed a special class session (that took place at a local pub), wherein the attendees were given a special homework assignment that was essentially a challenging game/puzzle. Yoda was somehow involved in the solution, I think.  So there I was in class, behind due to missing this lesson/homework. Was in that usual flakey/half awake mode.

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A different dream sequence had me outside, in a shelter that had a cage/wire element.  I was there trying to see (what looked like to me) my cat. However, I eventually realized that this was an enclosure that was serving as a shelter for a couple of big cats. There was at least a lion, and maybe a tiger as well. Upon realizing this, I lifted the edge of the wire on the far side I was on, and quietly began fleeing (so's to not wake/provoke the lion). I however didn't go far or came back to make sure my cat, who had also been napping in the enclosure, was all right.

Guit/Stress dreams.  Dreamed I was in a house, and I let my cat go too close to an open (no screen) window while were on the 2nd floor, and I was sitting with my feet on the windowsill...and he lost his balance slipped, and fell out.  I didn't freak (for a wonder), but got up and carefully, deliberately looked out and down.  I caught a glimpse of him down there, and got that he was still alive.

Went down and out to find him, and found him being attacked (in a slow way) by another cat. Chased the other cat off him and was preparing to pick him up and take him inside. Said to myself in a self-congratulatory way,"This is why we get them their rabies shots!!"