DREAMS

Planning on going to a 'prom', and the only person around whom I knew was a former apartment mate (whom normally I'd have nothing to do with, due to the way he harrassed me and my cat). Yet as he was the only halfway 'familiar' person, I was gonna go with him. (My eldest brother may have also been around, but was now gone.) Shortly thereafter, though, I sat talking with someone, annoyed at myself for being willing to spend any time with that former apartment mate... (This reminds me of the time I went to a high school reunion, and about the only familiar person there was one of the clique of guys who'd harrassed me in 7th grade. As disgusted with myself as I was later to have said hello instead of oh, say, emptying the punch bowl over his head, I had been in a way 'glad' to see him...at least he was someone I recognized, when so many others there looked totally unfamiliar...)

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Ho-humm...

Replenished my coffee bean supply! Wha-hoo! Fresh coffee in the morning again! (I try out the varieties billed as having cocoa or chocolate undertones.) That and a decent loaf of semi-whole wheat bread that the bread machine churned out last night. (Seminola gives it a nice texture.)

My Dream Interpretation (for last night's):
We tend to cling to the familiar - even the 'bad' familiar. Even over the potentially 'good' unknown.

So maybe my 'obsessional ruminations' regarding the two lost friendships that I complained about at length yesterday...is about needing something distracting to 'cling to' (even that discomfort)...rather than dealing with new things? (Like my grad school application, for instance...which I've successfully mananged to procrastinate on even pulling out for about 2 weeks, now.)

Hmm... I think I'm on to Something, here...

I think if we're ultimately willing to listen...our minds will eventually tell us what we need to know.