Not a good time.

Had several people over the past couple of days tell me what's 'wrong with me' in one way or another...insofar as they were pointing out my foibles as they see them.

I have to remember that it's what Ithink of myself that ultimately counts. In the past I let what other people thought about me affect me way too much.

But I'm not too happy with the way my recent job quitting/hunting choice has worked out. Not happy at all.

So it's hard when people are telling you this and that and you're starting to have to eat humble pie daily.

Wha-hey!

I'm getting to see how I handle my emotions while under a large amount of stress...and am proving to be spectacularly good at f*cking relationships up...well, a relationship which might have had a teeny-tiny chance of revival.

To me, the price was too high. Make some sort of admission that the fault for the estrangement had been all mine.

Sorry; I will not live a lie.

And if it was true...why bother admitting anything?

If one is to play the villain's part...go all the way!!