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Been a while since I've laughed this much.
'Course... been a while since I role-played.
'Course... been a while since I role-played.
I feel like I take 'longer than other people' to solve problems...from little to big...in my life.
This is based on a perception of being Passive in general. Though, you know...maybe it's just that I like to Conserve Energy...until I am a) more certain that a solution is at hand or b) So Pissed Off that I abruptly tackle said problem.
But even if that's 'true'....why would I be so obsessed with comparisons regarding such a personal and subjective issue? IE, why would have I created yet another souce of potential 'suffering'...to be at risk of self criticism due to measuring myself by a yardstick outside myself?
This is based on a perception of being Passive in general. Though, you know...maybe it's just that I like to Conserve Energy...until I am a) more certain that a solution is at hand or b) So Pissed Off that I abruptly tackle said problem.
But even if that's 'true'....why would I be so obsessed with comparisons regarding such a personal and subjective issue? IE, why would have I created yet another souce of potential 'suffering'...to be at risk of self criticism due to measuring myself by a yardstick outside myself?
When I stop being so hard on myself for being 'imperfect' & 'hurtable'...
...I no longer need to see myself as someone else's hapless victim...but honestly face my past...my past choices...and my current choices and opportunities.
...I no longer need to see myself as someone else's hapless victim...but honestly face my past...my past choices...and my current choices and opportunities.
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