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You know how some people will admit that they're anxious that despite functioning in the world as competent adults, they'll somehow be found out as 'fakers', as the 'frauds' they fear they are?
Imagine if that actually started to happen to yo u. If that fear actually started coming true. If the people around you started to point out how you were not fulfilling your adult duties...
...and you saw that it was apparently...True.
That's what's been happening to me, the past couple of years...and especially this year.
And most especially now.
I just don't quite understand what happened...
...but I'm sure that in the end, it's my fault.
