@#$%ing metaskills.

[kalibex]

I have plenty of 'potential' for all sorts of wonderful things...but I've been long weighed down by cr@p thinking habits. Have been all these years.

My whole life this time 'round seems to consist of finally figuring out how to examine myself (somewhat) objectively.

And trying to break the habit of punishing myself for having to learn.

Oh, I could weep.

Why are we so mean to ourselves?