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Lotta, lotta dreaming, all possibly in a short period between a 6:30 am-ish waking for a pit stop and the eventual 9:00 am waking. Road tripping, interior wanderings, probably a bit of urban wandering, too.
Seemed to be at a convention - at one point, near or at some queue, someone (possibly mock) harrassed or threatened me, then left, and I (possibly mock) implied that if and when they returned, I'd kick their @ss. In any case, someone who was around seemed Amused.
Then there was this sense that someone left something of theirs behind; I may have wanted to return it or make sure they got it back. Not clear on this - perhaps some merch they'd bought.
Was next to a freeway, where there was a large sign. Think I wanted to or tried to get it to display something specific (possibly related to the con or making sure those people regained that stuff they'd left behind somewhere). The sign was tall, so there was some 'scary' element to it, perhaps that I couldn't see myself climbing up there (were that necessary).
Tried to do some driving but there was some stress at this big highway interchange about getting on going the wrong direction or starting down one-way exit ramps, etc. Was trying to figure out the best, fastest route to getting (back) somewhere. Part of my anxiety was about avoiding humiliation / the possibility of making a fool of myself in an accident, perhaps. IE, the idea that there're mistakes, then there're mistakes that leave one feeling Humiliated.
There was this period of seeing some fast images (some disturbing), where reality shifted with sudden speed, and people were threatened/killed with stunning rapidity (while in a situation where they could reasonably have assumed safety). One example: A guy was just standing around outside, when in a split second or so, water/a giant 'gator popped into existence behind him, the creature snatching him up in seconds, with the poor sod throwing up his arms and going GAGHH!! (as you would). Very sudden, violent, disturbing.
There was some scene with some animals (possibly 'pet' type - meaning, ones that would interact with people fairly easily), some water, and some ''gators'. I think I'd climbed atop some pole or tree and was safe enough in my vantage point, but was worried about some of the critters (seemed cat and/or dog-like) that were in or near the water. Fortunately, no ''gator' got them while they were down there. Could be that my worry was displaced, that they knew the situation, how to avoid the typical dangers.
In an interior; seemd to be near my dad, sister-in-law, brother. She seemed to be consulting with/ possibly deferring to my brother regarding their daughter playing with a particualr item (doll house?), whether it was acceptable for her to play with it. Actually, not necessarily deferring to him as much as 'posing the question' to him. Perhaps she already knew the answer he would give (or he knew the one he ought to give). Something about the doll clothing and whether it might give their daughter the wrong idea (for too skinny a figure or some such). This was possibly a round-about way of communicating their attitudes/preferences to me.
No EE meditation
No biphasic sleep - a 6:30 am-ish brief pit stop waking
Seemed to be at a convention - at one point, near or at some queue, someone (possibly mock) harrassed or threatened me, then left, and I (possibly mock) implied that if and when they returned, I'd kick their @ss. In any case, someone who was around seemed Amused.
Then there was this sense that someone left something of theirs behind; I may have wanted to return it or make sure they got it back. Not clear on this - perhaps some merch they'd bought.
Was next to a freeway, where there was a large sign. Think I wanted to or tried to get it to display something specific (possibly related to the con or making sure those people regained that stuff they'd left behind somewhere). The sign was tall, so there was some 'scary' element to it, perhaps that I couldn't see myself climbing up there (were that necessary).
Tried to do some driving but there was some stress at this big highway interchange about getting on going the wrong direction or starting down one-way exit ramps, etc. Was trying to figure out the best, fastest route to getting (back) somewhere. Part of my anxiety was about avoiding humiliation / the possibility of making a fool of myself in an accident, perhaps. IE, the idea that there're mistakes, then there're mistakes that leave one feeling Humiliated.
There was this period of seeing some fast images (some disturbing), where reality shifted with sudden speed, and people were threatened/killed with stunning rapidity (while in a situation where they could reasonably have assumed safety). One example: A guy was just standing around outside, when in a split second or so, water/a giant 'gator popped into existence behind him, the creature snatching him up in seconds, with the poor sod throwing up his arms and going GAGHH!! (as you would). Very sudden, violent, disturbing.
There was some scene with some animals (possibly 'pet' type - meaning, ones that would interact with people fairly easily), some water, and some ''gators'. I think I'd climbed atop some pole or tree and was safe enough in my vantage point, but was worried about some of the critters (seemed cat and/or dog-like) that were in or near the water. Fortunately, no ''gator' got them while they were down there. Could be that my worry was displaced, that they knew the situation, how to avoid the typical dangers.
In an interior; seemd to be near my dad, sister-in-law, brother. She seemed to be consulting with/ possibly deferring to my brother regarding their daughter playing with a particualr item (doll house?), whether it was acceptable for her to play with it. Actually, not necessarily deferring to him as much as 'posing the question' to him. Perhaps she already knew the answer he would give (or he knew the one he ought to give). Something about the doll clothing and whether it might give their daughter the wrong idea (for too skinny a figure or some such). This was possibly a round-about way of communicating their attitudes/preferences to me.
No EE meditation
No biphasic sleep - a 6:30 am-ish brief pit stop waking