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( Jul. 14th, 2015 06:59 am)
Spent time in an interior - felt like a residence, of a 'young couple', who had a young son.  I fel a bit awkward; at one point, felt I hadn't come to partake, promptly, of a meal they'd prepared and so felt a tad guilty. Then there was confusion (for me) over whether I perhaps had meant to help them clean up. I went near the table which seemed to have a huge 'dish pan' on top (or so I assumed it to be) and barely was able to lift it off (it seemed to be sitting on top of other dirty dishes), whereupn the female seemed to communicate to me that she'd have helped me lift that (ie; it was almost too heavy for me and the box wobbled in an 'I almost broke' way), whereupon I felt awkward and/or embarrassed about that. I think I apologized to her at that point. Seemed to be all about the embarrassment last night.

The son seemed a bit ambivalent; at one point, went not too far from where he seemed to be playing with another young child (but who 'felt' like a neighbor or friend), and he, upon noticing me, seemed set to rush out to see what I was doing there, almost as if in a suspicious or challenging way.  I fled back through the house (not as if really 'afraid' of him, but more in a 'Don't want to deal with this, so I'll retreat' kind of way.

EE meditation done
No biphasic sleep - 5:30 am pit stop wakening
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