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Was part of a group of people learning/being trained in something. Mixed gender, IIRC. There were exercises to do as part of this training; it might have been an energy-using skill we were learning, one which may have had a combat use. I was a bit unclear on the details and got a bit nervous/anxious (performance anxiety). For example, there seemed to be scraps of paper with information on them that were to help us choose a new name for ourselves (related to this new skill). I got the impression we were supposed to put the papers somewhere (but wasn't clear on where, despite having asked someone).
I then asked one of the people leading the training if I could use a pre-existing name, one which I like and use a lot online, but was told no, that the name needed to be new. Didn't have to be anything unusual or elaborate, just not formerly used by us before. Wondering now if this was related to the 'power of a name'...or just some code-name.
Walked outside the building I'd been in (it reminded me of/had me assuming I was on the grounds of my workplace, a uni). Was still a bit nervous - if the skill we were learning had a combat use, were there antagonists around, who were out to get us?
Returned to the building, but by a different door. Noticing that there were people sitting around tables, and that they seemed (to me) to be fancily dressed, I assumed they were people at the school for a fund-raiser. And since fund-raiser participants tend to be monied people, even powerful, I became chary of that whole scene and decided to avoid un-necessary contact with them (plus, wasn't going to just barge in on them).
Snuck in by them. As I did, noticed a young black woman who offered to sing to the fund-raiser attendees. Having made this offer, she pulled off the purple haired wig she'd been wearing, then proceeed to sing Adele's 'Laughing Song' aria from Die Fledermaus. As I moved off into the building for a wander, hearing this, I was susprised and impressed, as that's a technically challenging song.
Saw a few other people around here and there, and along the way got a bit nervous about the building's integrity, as if I'd gotten the impression it might have been compromised. At this point I might have started to try to find my way back out again.
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In another, more seperate scenario, I was travelling somewhere, perhaps in some vehicle, with a few people; we seemed to be reclining or even lying flat (but on our stomachs). One female came and lay down next to me, then proceeded to harrass me - tried to touch me, even 'humped' me a bit - most odd. Put up with it briefly, then suddenly snarled at her, telling her to get away from me. She did.
No EE meditation
No biphasic sleep
I then asked one of the people leading the training if I could use a pre-existing name, one which I like and use a lot online, but was told no, that the name needed to be new. Didn't have to be anything unusual or elaborate, just not formerly used by us before. Wondering now if this was related to the 'power of a name'...or just some code-name.
Walked outside the building I'd been in (it reminded me of/had me assuming I was on the grounds of my workplace, a uni). Was still a bit nervous - if the skill we were learning had a combat use, were there antagonists around, who were out to get us?
Returned to the building, but by a different door. Noticing that there were people sitting around tables, and that they seemed (to me) to be fancily dressed, I assumed they were people at the school for a fund-raiser. And since fund-raiser participants tend to be monied people, even powerful, I became chary of that whole scene and decided to avoid un-necessary contact with them (plus, wasn't going to just barge in on them).
Snuck in by them. As I did, noticed a young black woman who offered to sing to the fund-raiser attendees. Having made this offer, she pulled off the purple haired wig she'd been wearing, then proceeed to sing Adele's 'Laughing Song' aria from Die Fledermaus. As I moved off into the building for a wander, hearing this, I was susprised and impressed, as that's a technically challenging song.
Saw a few other people around here and there, and along the way got a bit nervous about the building's integrity, as if I'd gotten the impression it might have been compromised. At this point I might have started to try to find my way back out again.
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In another, more seperate scenario, I was travelling somewhere, perhaps in some vehicle, with a few people; we seemed to be reclining or even lying flat (but on our stomachs). One female came and lay down next to me, then proceeded to harrass me - tried to touch me, even 'humped' me a bit - most odd. Put up with it briefly, then suddenly snarled at her, telling her to get away from me. She did.
No EE meditation
No biphasic sleep