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( Sep. 24th, 2014 06:40 am)
Bit of negative imagery last night - harrassment (being repeatedly 'followed' and then 'touched', while initially pretending it was 'coincidence' or 'accident' every time it kept happening), 'programming' (being man-handled, then 'injected' with something), intimations of attempted rape as related to the 'programming' (in a crime-of-opportunity 'while I'm doing this, I can also do this' way - in any case, I didn't wake with specific sense of it having fully happened; came across as a frustrated attempt to get pants off).

Possible triggers, influences:  low blood sugar/ketosis adaptation issues, getting bit at by the cat, who'd gotten into bed, and freaked when I half-wakedly rolled over suddenly. Few pipe breaths calmed the adrenaline surge/racing heart right down after the bite, BTW - quite strikingly quick.
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