DREAMS

Was riding on a train, and we were going along all right through countryside, when suddenly we derailed! due to a problem with the track - and crashed into a snow bank....but the crash was over in a few moments, wasn't that traumatic, and when everyone clambered out, no one had been hurt - train crew was shaken up but all right, for instance.

(Translation: Everytime mistakes or accidents happen, doesn't mean everyone has to suffer horribly - for background, I've long had a crap attitude about life's inevitable little failures. I think now that I'm seeing the counselor, that's one mental habit that'll be changing for the better, and I'm sure looking forward to at long last having a better attitude about 'mistakes'.)

P.S. - Saw the counselor for the first time yesterday; went well - I think we may be an ok fit, and I can at long last get some Really Bad Thinking Habits unlearned. Fortunately I already know alot of what's really going on with me, my past, my family, and stuff from a few years back, so I'm good to go to make some decent progress and figure out how to get whatever needs I have that haven't been being met...met.

In the end...that's what it's all about.

*bouncybouncy*

I get to go over to the nearest April Cornell shop tommorrow after work and spend other people's money*!!!

(On gifties for a group upcoming baby shower gift I'm organizing)

* If there's anything more fun than having money to spend...it's having other people's money to spend in a good cause... ^_~