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Vague. Wandered, perhaps at times quickly, around this large building that reminded me of some European hall... James Bondish feel to the situation. Probably means I was with someone who felt 'James Bondish' to me.
Later, thought I was back at college, that I returned to my room with, I think, my 'mother', only to find a new 'roomate' already there. Despite the surprise, she seemed ok. Then it seemed we found out that my college was going to merge with a military academy. Some student from the other place was standing there, hanging around for a bit, telling us this. But I think by this time it was irrelevant to me, as I may have remembered that I was through with college. I left the vicinity of the suite, and on my way back fancied I heard the mother of the other girl making the tail-end of a comment that indicated they were sorry for whomever would be sharing that room (as their daughter wouldn't be in it anymore; I think we were all being moved); my self-critical beliefs had me wondering if I'd caught the tail-end of them dissing me. But part of me also didn't care, so I just made enough extra noise on the stairs so they'd know I was approaching and be able to compose themselves and save social face (if they'd indeed been dissing me or anyone else).
A vague scene where I climbed up this strange slope/structure to a top, where someone was having some (non-lethal) ritual or blessing or something done over her. I found it very difficult to scramble and hang on that last bit, afraid I'd fall. I got little to no sympathy from the other two on my anxiety. Somehow I finally scrambled up to where I was safe, but what had happened to the other girl didn't seem to be slated to happen to me. Not sure whether I felt cheated, or was too happy to be done climbing that thing to care.
General impression: neither among familiar friends, nor complete enemies. Judged by others. Feeling: Ambivalence, chronic but subtle stress. About 13 hours sleep.
Later, thought I was back at college, that I returned to my room with, I think, my 'mother', only to find a new 'roomate' already there. Despite the surprise, she seemed ok. Then it seemed we found out that my college was going to merge with a military academy. Some student from the other place was standing there, hanging around for a bit, telling us this. But I think by this time it was irrelevant to me, as I may have remembered that I was through with college. I left the vicinity of the suite, and on my way back fancied I heard the mother of the other girl making the tail-end of a comment that indicated they were sorry for whomever would be sharing that room (as their daughter wouldn't be in it anymore; I think we were all being moved); my self-critical beliefs had me wondering if I'd caught the tail-end of them dissing me. But part of me also didn't care, so I just made enough extra noise on the stairs so they'd know I was approaching and be able to compose themselves and save social face (if they'd indeed been dissing me or anyone else).
A vague scene where I climbed up this strange slope/structure to a top, where someone was having some (non-lethal) ritual or blessing or something done over her. I found it very difficult to scramble and hang on that last bit, afraid I'd fall. I got little to no sympathy from the other two on my anxiety. Somehow I finally scrambled up to where I was safe, but what had happened to the other girl didn't seem to be slated to happen to me. Not sure whether I felt cheated, or was too happy to be done climbing that thing to care.
General impression: neither among familiar friends, nor complete enemies. Judged by others. Feeling: Ambivalence, chronic but subtle stress. About 13 hours sleep.
