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Was outside at night (at the place I grew up). At one point suddenly got the sense I could now travel around the neighborhood, and set off eagerly, full of ginger. As I passed by a road verge just below my childhood home, a 'spider' type of creature leapt upon my arm/hand. It was on my wrist area, and not liking spiders much (used to have a real phobia when young), I shook my arm frantically, trying to dislodge it. When I would try to look to see where the icky thing was so I could more effectively shake it off, it would move around, keeping the arm between me and it.
As I was coming awake, for a few muzzy moments still felt those damned legs skittering about. Imagined it might be still 'there' in an astral sense, and saw myself gently but firmly removing it. I didn't have to 'destroy' it per se, but it sure as @#$% wasn't going to stay on me if I had anything to say about it.
And then I woke up completely.
For a few minutes wondered idly how I'd feel if, say, a spirit guide took the form of a giganto spider...would I be able to deal? Decided that theoretically I might...if I knew without a doubt that it was someone I knew and trusted. Looks really don't matter as much as 'feel'.
As I was coming awake, for a few muzzy moments still felt those damned legs skittering about. Imagined it might be still 'there' in an astral sense, and saw myself gently but firmly removing it. I didn't have to 'destroy' it per se, but it sure as @#$% wasn't going to stay on me if I had anything to say about it.
And then I woke up completely.
For a few minutes wondered idly how I'd feel if, say, a spirit guide took the form of a giganto spider...would I be able to deal? Decided that theoretically I might...if I knew without a doubt that it was someone I knew and trusted. Looks really don't matter as much as 'feel'.
