Dreamtime - Monday Night

Wanting to creep up some stairs in this building; I fancied I should avoid being seen by some fellow who seemed to be lingering in his office, perhaps working late. For some reason I saw him as a 'coach'. I dithered a bit, and finally took a chance b eing seen. He did see me sneaking past but didn't comment about it or try to stop me. Not sure what I was going to do 'upstairs'. Check or look for something, somebody?

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Flopped on a bed and a boy-child asking me to read him a story from a book (I at first mistook him as being about to read me something, then realized what he wanted and was disappointed - didn't really feel like reading to him, though probably was prepared to do so in the end)..

Whoopy-shit....

Wow; actually sent out a resume/cover letter today for a lab bench job (the one type I'm likely to actually get); doesn't look like my paltry attempt to career-switch to a paraprofessional level library assistant job is having any effect.

Feeling all emot ionally wrung out. Just from all the anxiety I felt from picking the position from the online job site, then getting the resume and cover letter all printed out and in the envelope and mailed.

Hate to think what will happen when I actually get to the Interview part of this process. No, actually, you're 3/4 of the way there at that point...

Naw; if I get no calls from the stuff I'll be sending out over the next few days, then I'll really be sh*tting bricks....(

Today's Job-Hunting Realization

Don't apply online - send a hard copy.