Dreams 02.27.15

The highly unlikely scenario of me going back to work with a past employer whom, due to the manner in which I left, I would never, ever work with again.  Could have been me trying to work through (8 years later) the rejection issues that came from such a parting, though still....seeing myself as being hired there again (though the dream setting wasn't the building we'd been in), and the person involved being soooo happy to see me...oh she were nice....lord she were luvey dovey....really strains credulity now that I've woken up.

In other words, if I was trying to mentally 'do-over' or 'undo' what happened, it was a clumsy, ham-fisted attempt.  Maybe our subconscious dream-fumblings are that Obvious and Simplistic, and we just usually don't recall it? But I'm quite frankly disappointed by such a weak attempt.  (See? I'm even Perfectionistic about my subconscious content, haha.)

Moving around hallways, getting my picture taken (along with others - other newbies?), moving around again, going to see the aforementioned person (female) in an office, her practically (or actually?) 'hugging' me, but anyway us walking down a hall together, her showing me some piece of paper with what looked like my type of notes/scribblings on it, implying that it was so good they'd been using it ever since I'd last worked with them....unh hunh....riiiighhht.

I also think I was heading towards lucidity in that while being walked around/being shown the lab areas, etc., I was thinking that I was going to have to somehow juggle this new job with my existing (real) one. Hmm.


EE meditation done - fell sleep during beatha
No biphasic sleep