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( Jul. 18th, 2002 09:26 am)


Various scenes of me hanging around with some guy who felt 'safe', but who appeared as various high-status males - an actor or musician. Slightly miffed by this - what, do I need to be with a 'somebody' to feel ok?

First scene I was resting on a bed next to someone I thought was a college friend (though not my best friend from college). I got it in my head we were at a convention, as british actor Paul Darrow was venturing near the bed to serenade us with a few lines from some fast-moving song. Folk music? All I remember was it was vaguely traditional-sounding but fast (cajun???), and he had a microphone, and he sang with no trace of accent whatsoever, almost Elvis-ey. The person next to me seemed Pleased at this attention being paid to her; I think I was trying to sleep, and a little miffed at her reaction. I also at one point got the thought in my head that if a person was at the con, at the dance (some cons have a dance or cabaret), he was a nice enough fellow so he'd dance with you if you were all alone. A nice actor type.

Later, was outside somewhere with one of the members of U2 (not Bono). Probably Clayton. I was kind of pleased at this point to have 'someone' like that paying attention to me. A well-off creative type, who had 'made it' in his field. Seemed I was waiting for a ride, perhaps a bus, with him keeping me company; suddenly a whole crowd of people gathered (mostly girls eager to see the U2 fellow, I thought disapprovingly). Some vehicle arrived, and I moved through the crowd to get on. I remember asking (almost demanding) help climbing in from those already within. Didn't seem to be any proper seats. There were a few people inside already; one of them moved out of my way as I crawled inside. I got that this U2 guy might fly (his own plane?) cross country if he liked (I got this image of some red signal or landing beacon).

I also later got the impression that actress Natalie Portman (whom perhaps the U2 guy knew) was around (though not on the 'shuttle') , and that one of her fellow students cast a disapproving look in her direction, and indicated that when she (Portman) got like this (in some particular mood), they would call her a nickname based on a former and not terribly admirable character she'd played in a film. Heh..


Snarled in pure frustration at a different friend who'd basically just snarled about her life, in pure frustration, in an online journal...needless to say, she was as 'appreciative' of my opinion as two other (now former) friends I did that to were.

I just can't seem to stop doing that...I go for a long time, months, not doing it...and all it takes is ONE f*cking slip-up...

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