DREAMS

[kalibex]

Seemed to spend some time with T & R, as well as a couple of other people, in some interior. There was some kind of food there I'd made (pancakes?); at one point T asked if she have some. I said they could. At one point I remember specifically saying that since this wasn't e-mail, it wasn't counter to the letter of my request for reduced contact.

At some point got the feeling we were under some threat, psi-wise; in response strengthened shields or did something else perhaps in retaliation.

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Dreamed I was a boy and this priest was trying to molest me. He gave me this yellow popsicle, then wanted to f*llate me. I broke away and threw down the remnants of the popsicle, hoping to distract him, then ran, afraid he'd be out to get me as I might tell. I remember running through the field like the one outside my childhood home, around the swampy wet area, then down the road, then up to another residence across town, where people were gathering for some event. Inside was an older man, gray or white-haired. I went to hide this 'battery' I had with me (not sure or not if it contained 'proof' of what had happened to me) in a cupboard or closet, half wanting to just be left alone, half wanting someone there to coax the truth of what had happened out of me - willing to tell, but only if drawn out..